I know what color my parachute is but I have yet to see it deploy. It would be nice to see soon, as I barrel into a career crisis. Come on little chute... inflate already. Pappa is a worried man. For over ten years I have been indulging in a career choice that has been my passion but I have not been able to make it work financially. If you saw my bank book you would think I was an artist! Although Fathers' day does not carry too much weight on my calendar, I can't help but reflect upon what I have accomplished in the context of fatherhood on this Hallmark holiday.